Storythai

In this time, I don't know what to do
The Pirate of the Caribbean had overed
so late .... but I'm still alive

Yesterday I determined to blog this diary
But I didn't
Because of something that conceals in my mind
haha .... I haven't readied to tell you all
But it's about "YOU KNOW WHO"

Who is the reason of myself today



Since you have gone
I don't know who I am
I don't know why I live
But I know
I should be stronger

For 19 days
I have no YOU
But I'm still alive

Even all my life have changed
It's not be as same as having you beside me
I know ...... You're the same

But how should I do?
I don't want to look at the sky
I don't want to see myself in the mirror
I don't want to go to school
I don't want to meet your friends

All of that make me think of you

It's too hard
It's so pained

I don't want to think of you anymore
I don't want to cry
I don't want to be frail

As your family wants me to do
...... making you want to learn ......
...... making you be concentrated ......
They know that I'm the reason
that makes you want to come back home

They know that you'll be try
for finish the curriculum faster

..... But I don't .....



That I smile
That I laugh
May be I don't

Not to think that I've made my heart

...Why I saw the sky was so blue...



...Sometimes I think it's always dark...



I looked at the sky
Even it was bright
But I still thinked it was blue

That's because of something be concealed



If you still remember our last night
It was fullmoon night
We were at seaside

I had YOU besided me



P@tOnGk0 : What will make me stop loving you?

PS : Thanks for comment
miss NoO and Kii a lot
miss JKS and Kamon
miss roomsix
miss band
miss my memory
miss my sister
miss MooFahSai
miss you all
MISS YOU, Conne
~I'm alive for our next meet~